a puppet's parchment

我就来死了.

2011-10-12T23:15:00.006+08:00

我真的就来死了.参不进的感觉,比在台上唱歌比赛忘词还恐怖一百倍.对.就是比一千对奇怪眼神盯住你更恐怖一百倍.很emo,但又没有办法,我不像他们会lansok,会找话题.怎么办好.怎么办.我有想过我会在大学变成loner的,只是没有想过我loner的悲哀层度会是那么深,那么的恐怖.campus life是有,但是没有人在你旁边,你有再多再好的campus life也只像呆在一个institut building而已.唉.很期待崩溃后感动的眼泪.

baby, we can go nowhere but here.

2011-08-28T22:38:00.004+08:00

今天我收到从台湾send来的msgs!总共5封同样的msgs aih.做莫她酱喜欢弄我感动落泪的 ;'(

on the way去机场的那个清晨，我回想了很多人、事、物。
这些年，她陪我经历了好多，好多。
希望破灭的时候，无助到完全崩溃的时候，她都会紧紧抱着我，叫我不要哭。
我越哭，她就抱越紧。再哭，她就会心痛得跟我一起哭了。

虽然常常陪在我身边的不是她，在中华一直粘着我的人不是她，手机响了显示的名字也很少会是她，可是就因为这样，她变得更特别。
我跟她，那种不靠近却可以觉得很靠近的感觉，你们明白吗? :)

车子开着开着，我以为我不会先哭的，因为我在她面前哭太多了。
我下了堵，一定要她哭了我才可以跟着哭，可是真的好难忍，回忆的冲劲太猛了。

今天是她第一次profile pic我们的合照，我真的很受宠若惊，真的很开心，很开心。她真的很重要。
一个小小的举动，就可以让我拥有大感动，她真的很厉害。

谢谢你，我真的很爱，很爱你。

my qyton qlection

2011-07-27T14:47:00.006+08:00

that curve which had hid everything

2011-06-23T21:18:00.007+08:00

things change when fate ends?
but we do not belong together,in that way.

同一屋檐下。

2011-06-16T21:00:00.008+08:00

很多故事细节都不记得了，只能潦草叙述我这几个月的日子。
后来才觉得我们不讲话更能让感情稳固，纯粹我奇怪的感觉。
不讲话但有你在身边的感觉真的很好，我不懂能怎样去形容。
很没有意思的你看你的电视，我看我的书，就能觉得很窝心。
谢谢你初二成绩考到比较烂，让我们能在初三平相识并相惜。

Freckled midnight

2011-06-10T23:18:00.013+08:00

feelings can't tell.the moon can't tell.sunlight can't tell.dandelions can't tell

soon everything may be faded-no.it has been.

you caught my thinking.you caught my eyes.you then confused me.with only one gesture.and everything has ended.under a raining rooftop

your promises.my promises..
i am truly sorry.

2011-06-09T14:06:00.002+08:00

83 days.

y.o.u, totally inspired me :)

2011-02-26T18:43:00.009+08:00

thou we've been through massive argument, disbelief, disagreement,
the-"you've totally changed into another soul! i dont think i've known u anymore!"-thing and everything shit,
we never stop appreciating each other, instead, we hold on tight and grow.

i know everything has changed as the time flows, and it's been long,
we never share a plate of fries together or laugh over a stupid bird on the sky,
but you'll always be in my heart, you know that, right?

thanks for everything you made us doing together,
thanks for pronouncing me this precious word - soulmate,
so sophisticatedly, so amazingly, so magically,
through the old past memorable days.

the green pouch.

2010-12-24T18:31:00.006+08:00

cant get over? common thing.
cant move on? common thing.
stalking over? common thing.
jealousy? common thing.
crazy bitchy war? common thing.

we're too immature to say that we've grown mature.
we're just too far from that..

Merry Christmas eve ♥

thick little diary.

2010-12-15T16:31:00.012+08:00

fever once a month
heavy legs & toes
angmo guysss' cuteness
fascinating blonde!!!! *lam sei*
desirous idle days
positive energy needed
caring mom ♥
wounds, wounds and wounds
avoidance of immense care
supportive lovelings (:
daily inspiration & improvement
risks taken
i think of you, sometimes
http://www.chin-lay.blogspot.com/

My new magic wand.

2010-12-12T23:22:00.006+08:00

Alright, first of all, >>>>>
Pwease pwease pwease pwease put a slightly click on my lovely nuffnang HAHAH
much appreciated if you do, ♥

Well. Today is kinda wonderful...!
I went shopping with mommy, from 2pm to freaking 9pm! I'm so so so tired now.
Ah.my long legs.lol

My mom also complained, it's been freaking 6months she last shopped for sucha long hours.
But i'm so happy cus finally mommy and I got a mom-and-daughter-day-out. :)
[ we dont have things such as family day. i can hardly recall the last time we went out shopping like mad cows. :( ]

And I feel that, my mom actually sayangs me alot HEHE what also buy for me, THANK YOU MOMMY ♥ ♥

i'll start working as a japanese restaurant service crew tmrw.
Quite nervous lah and i'm so gonna miss my computer much much D: D:
my PPS.... TT

And pwease! Click on my NUFFNANG daily please please please.
Love you all gougou lah x)

HS ♥

2010-12-10T17:07:00.022+08:00

哎哟我昨早5点才睡厉害不? chase pps lor. chase到不用睡
我今天很心血来潮因为我追pps追到很感触
anime来的 - 好想对你说
有很多highschool的scene 很友情万岁的感觉很情窦初开的感觉很大家在一起的感觉
3words - yeng爆了
看到我一直回想我的highschool 有几幕真的太感同身受还弄到我落泪e

O k
这个blog 很像变成了我抒发emo的blog
最近的posts真的没有一个是不emo的ryte? haha
我知道一定会有人beh song的
因为连我自己都有点顶不顺了 HAHA

我是忘了怎样去叙述快乐
还是想把感动保存在心里
还是想把emo全丢在这里
让现实变得快乐一些?
[ blog about emo things真的很有用.我blog了就不会一直去耿耿于怀了.真的.很棒 (: ]

毕业了我真的很想念很想念
看了那个anime我更想念更想哭
不是放不下
不是暂时没有东西可以让我很快乐
我不知道
我从highschool得到的东西
真的太多了
我怕我以后老了会忘记
我不想忘记 really很不想很不想

我舍不得 :'(

我太喜欢大家在一起的感觉了
那种眼前就只有疯狂和快乐的感觉aaa..

娘的。我是来update一个happy post的e

anyway.
那个 GG 也是. 弄到我很感动 TT
Serena and Blair之间的友情我真的够力羡慕
[ 其实不用羡慕la. 因为我也有 ;p ]

arguments, cats-fights, hair-pullings, betrayal, devilish-revenge blabla
越多这些negative的东西
她们的感情就越好
AH. 感情真微妙 :D

嗯.和好的感觉真的很好很好
吵架的时候你真的可以很selfish很ignorish
but 和好的时候你会很后悔到半命 it's true
我才发现我有多爱你
不管发生什么事
只要想起我们最初会变close的念头
什么gao xi lap sap都会消失
就只剩下appreciation and love :)

after all, 我都还是会开心的过日子的
不管有多少烦恼, 不管有几眷恋, 不管有几不爽, 不管有几放不下他
我都还是会无包装, 会嘻嘻哈哈, 会很天真幼稚的跟你们玩在一起
只要有 FOODS, 不管发生什么事, 世界都还是会很美好的! x)

朋友。

2010-12-07T19:15:00.005+08:00

你走了又回来了我很开心
过一天你又走了我十分不舍但却很开心
那一天你又回来了是开心但是怪怪的
然后你又要走了我万分不舍甚至shed tears
我觉得我们有东西
一直到今天我终于懂了
第一次觉得你加重了你的心机

Shadow cloud.

2010-12-05T01:59:00.007+08:00

It's one fourty seven in the morning and my eyes are still wide opened.
Not really wide actually, just not feeling to swim in my bed.
Much crossing through my mind and I having none of ideas to express, no, not anymore.
Not daring to show it out, I wonder since when I've becoming so tiny and brave-less.
I started to afraid of getting hurt, holding tears helplessly during the lonely nights.
I just need someone, who can understand, without me attempting to have spoken of any word.
I miss how you pronounced me as your soulmate.
I miss everything like how it used to be.
I just can't get it through.

Trustworthy no more.

2010-12-03T13:43:00.004+08:00

Forget yesterday, that they were just some stupid mistake.
Forget about you, that what you promised were just empty folders.
Topic can be directly ended by now but what's being not the same,
is that you won't be reviewing this closed file no more. :)

another secret.

2010-11-26T18:02:00.006+08:00

太多太多的曲折.让感情变得好脆弱.害怕那一丁点的珍惜会被摧毁.害怕一切回忆都会被割碎.不能选择问清.只能让感觉渐渐搁浅.

Little Secrets #3

2010-08-29T18:14:00.002+08:00

"Alison, I'm so sorry." Finally his long-overdue apology was out.
"It's —" Alison started to say.
Chad put a shaky finger to her lips. There was something else he wanted to tell her — something he needed to say . . . something he finally realized was true.
"I still love you," he murmured.

2010-08-22T17:46:00.005+08:00

-
看了sian的blog.听着wenyea's部落格的music.我昨晚已经哭了很多很多.现在却还是泪如雨下.我真的不懂.要怎样move on?我永远都不会舍得.口口声声说i feel much more better.心却还是很痛.乐观.知足.告诉你我会接受.但那是两年的感情,倘若你是我,你接受得到吗?你曾是我的soulmate.我的家人.我最最最知心的知己.以前的每天一定超过100句话.现在10支手指都数得完.我一直很努力适应.可是我真的不想习惯.我不想失去你.不想忘记你.不想我们会淡掉.对不起.我真的做不到.你的体贴还是存在.但目标已经不是我了.很酸.很痛.你难道真的一点.一点也不在乎了?

All I hear is raindrops, falling on the rooftop ♥

2010-08-09T05:23:00.005+08:00

铭心刻骨。

2010-07-31T20:26:00.006+08:00

心里依然有你的存在
思念依然在原地徘徊
你决定的离开，让我无法释怀
一个人，要我怎么熬过来?

♥

不许哭...
必须将眼泪忍住..
不准自己再告诉你,
心里面是多么的想你..

一首首伤心情歌让我深深领悟
一道伤痕原来可以让人那么无助

it's like nightmare.every single day.

2010-07-16T06:18:00.006+08:00

it's been horribly bad these days.
all get depressed.some burst into lots storm of tears.
disagreement.temper.argument.critical moment.rushing hours.
even a rainbow's just somewhere out there.it seems so colorless tiny.

walaubagaimana pun... :)
we have to pull each other out before we get in too deep.
at least.there's still friends around.
i'm not alone ♥

have you ever sense that..

2010-07-04T07:00:00.002+08:00

其实..有些事情.不知道比知道更好.
说真的.这2天他的不在.真的让我觉得很轻松.

")

2010-06-06T16:31:00.004+08:00

this morning i was awake for scant seconds when you turned your head and kissed me without hesitation before your eyes fluttered open.
the second thing you did was smile.
you smiled with all your face - the smallest bit of white of your eyes closer to the pillow between the inky blackness of your pupils and your half double eyelid,
right eyebrow slightly arched, the corners of your mouth slowly curling.

2010-05-30T19:44:00.006+08:00

:"wah your hair is so long eh!"

:"yaloh even can tide it up liao."

:"yor so envy ler me."

:"yalor luckily din meet disciplines ler."

I've never get you out of my head all summer.

2010-05-16T18:26:00.011+08:00

♥
I like the enormous sound effect by the aeroplanes above my head, above my roof.
it feels like me being surrounded by some huge and protective spaceships and i love feeling secure.

I like the bitter-sweet taste of hot-chocolate, that instinctively flows through my taste buds, warm up my heart.
and it feels like I was in a log cabin with lightened fireplace while there's winter outside.

I like the wind blows of the gloomy weather that used to making me wonder.
wondering about how imperfect my life would be without my beloved friends,
whom never failed to bend my lips up even when my feelings were gloomy.

I like your expressions, your every actions and I like this special interaction between us, between you and me.
and most of all, I still love you.
-

Just a pause ♥

2010-05-01T17:06:00.005+08:00

-
sunset has always been beautiful..
someday I will somehow, continue :)
-

goodbye, love.

2010-04-04T18:05:00.006+08:00

-
习惯了你的重量温柔得压在手上现在却不得不放
习惯了你的味道漂浮在我的肩膀想到从前我们都笑了都哭了

最后一次一起分享月光隔着一只行李箱
我知道忍痛退让只为了一丝微笑

我不会爱
拥抱总是太沉太慢甜蜜常常少说一段
用心太深看不出来
当你遇见一份除了我之外的温暖
两人的幸福变成三人拥挤不堪
我试着填满心却一再少一块
就算我对你的爱深得像一片海重得我放不开
亲爱的我想我不会爱

如果时间可以低烧感伤我愿意无限制的燃烧
只要你的今后永远一脸微笑

我不会爱
拥抱总是太沉太慢甜蜜常常少说一段
用心太深看不出来
当你遇见一份除了我之外的温暖
两人的幸福变成三人拥挤不堪
我试着填满心却一再少一块
就算我对你的爱深得像一片海重得我放不开
真的我真的不会爱

爱是烧痛我双手的焰火
却也为你灿烂了黑夜黑夜-

爱
拥抱总是太慢甜蜜常常少说了一段
我用心再深看不出来
当你遇见一份除了我之外的温暖
除了好好祝福我能怎么办
对你的爱就算像一片海重得我放不开
亲爱的我真的不会爱

为什么我喜欢的东西你都不喜欢-

#1

2010-03-25T19:07:00.004+08:00

失去的东西.其实从来未曾真正地属于你.也不必惋惜.
就算我真的放弃了.你也不会在乎不是吗? =)

Being too so-so.

2010-03-23T05:27:00.021+08:00

It was my fault for not taking you were not serious at all
You got me as your prey and you treated me as your doll
Now that you need me no more and you dumped me outside that door
I should have thought of all before I miserably fall on that floor

you're just a liar,and I'm the unlucky one.but why,why are you just so cruel..?

To: BFFs ♥ ♥

2010-03-17T18:22:00.012+08:00

We argued and always had frivolous fight,
we laughed even it's worst joke ever;
We shared our secrets and got each other out of scrapes,
we gave each other the best benediction in everything.

That's because,
we love and treasure each other :*D

:) :) :)

2010-03-16T19:18:00.005+08:00

悲观的人们,
请你们得空找一天,
在一家咖啡厅或者在游乐场上或是在哪里都好,
试着用乐观的角度,
去了解周遭的事物,
那你会过得更享受,
相信我, 准没错. :D

Paper Pride.

2010-03-13T19:53:00.013+08:00

.

I might tired of spinning around on the field
but I do miss sporty sun and winds
it's one of my preference to escape from reality
which somehow I wish I was just having a nightmare

I thought of little bit of unfair when I've my eyes upon the others'
nevertheless, I questioned myself

why didn't I make times flipping more pages?

-

when the luck's practically not yours, then it's not
and it belongs to others who'd poured hard works

yet it doesn't mean that it'll pass you by just like that
if you've started to prepare for you goals, once again
& depending little on luck which is literally half belongs to you

we all knew these, yet why expect?
and left disappointment on the bleacher
and emptiness after everything'd been revealed

-

it's in your own hands
make it or never dream-

你不必压抑, 我的笑她无法代替 :)

2010-03-09T17:59:00.008+08:00

.

开始适应了天²都有考试的日子.但还是很难当个100%勤劳的学生.
坐在传阳隔壁就很明显有很大的对比了.没关系.至少我有进步 :)

最近身上多了许多的伤疤.跌的割的蚊子咬的.
但我知道疤痕都总有痊愈的一天 :)

这次的失声是最严重的一次了.差不多两个星期了.仍然飙不到高音 x[
万一有一天我真的唱不回以前地感动了呢?
嗯我想我还是会抱着希望尽力去把每一个音给唱好 :)

球场上.只能说裁判训练不佳.所有的公平都被埋没了.
虽然朋友们个个都很狼.差点都把她们视为敌人般看待了.
但真正的朋友又有怎么会有隔夜仇呢? :)

没感觉了.但话题依然存在.又何必去顾虑别人的眼光呢?
分手后当回朋友其实没那么难.就看双方的勇气 :)
才发现.习惯了的爱.情侣间该有所保留.

伤得太深.是真的难以附和.
他会逃避你的眼神.是因为害怕闪过当时的裂痕.
时间淡化了.再从新认识.或许真的会忘掉之前所受过的痛楚.
hopefully....

当跟你熟的人在众人间尽显sampat时.或许你会觉得 "他真的太cutee了!"
但想必没有人会去想,
当你在人来人往的地方秀sampat.某个人正用着食指指着脑袋说 "他这里应该有问题."
.
.
.
.
但他又不是你生命中的谁谁谁.
何必在意他对你负面的想法呢? :)

one last thing.
我想我该执着于我自己.
但心中有个人, 才会活得更加有意义 <3>

-

2010-03-07T19:56:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry,but I really have to go.

can you feel this magic in the air?

2010-02-28T18:17:00.018+08:00

Ah.
it's like finally i've succeeded to combine this two pieces into one without really gluing them.
oh well just ignore me ;P

i really have to say that this movie is sho tempting and super romantic! :D

every loving scene is so irresistible..
well at least it is, for me (;

What would it be if the best ever friend of yours changed his/her status into your lover? [;

it may implies the destiny for both of you is still enhancing, now and in the future.
it may also seems pretty awkward to kiss the person that you used to share every single thing to him/her, no matter it's dirty, ugly or hilarious, right? ;D

but this pretty kinder garden teacher and this gentle florist above made themselves a loving couple in the end, even though they used to identify their another half as their best best best friend before every love-magic-bean starts to grow :)

it's really touching when the soldiery momma finally gets to hug her lil boy after 11months of training and stuffs :')
she could comprehend every thinking of that man which was having a seat beside her in the picture above.
how cool.
and apparently that man was sho hoping that she's still available. aw ;')

every story of this movie are so lovely that keeps me aww-ing all the time :)
feel like having the second time for v.day. awww.

舍不得短短副歌心还热着.

2010-02-28T16:48:00.002+08:00

the cookies i've given to him on his birthday. <3>

and this was given by her ♥

couldn't find a word to say, you're the one i think about each day.

2010-02-27T20:10:00.021+08:00

-
i only hear you from him
since i get near to him
instead of having you
story me about him

i felt that he's closer
than you do
i miss you.

perhaps
you would never knew the amount
or maybe
you're not wishing to get that
nor to add a too over it anymore
maybe you..

lots of false thinking about you
keep growing on my head
without any of my noticing

i feel rather bad
i feel there's a gap
and when i realize it was just there
between your foots and mine
it'd already turned wider

no one
will ever feel there's smth
between us
even us
or maybe a little
or maybe just me
thinking all the way too much
without having you
concern about me

i'd be really happy
to let you depend on
and to have you to rely on

it's time to make our heart a gathering
my dear s

♥

i don't know
i just don't know what's on my mind
i don't know what more i could do
to make you feel happy
to make you feel blissful
and to make you feel secure

i couldn't think of any way
to comfort you
to soothe and to cure you
from your problems
i feel so bad now

i feel that i'm not that reliable
to you, anymore

i really wished
to do you something
i'm sad that
i'm not capable enough
to make it for you
i've totally failed to give
what he's giving you
which perfection is
what i've tried to pursue
couldn't deny that we really did feel good
about our relationship before these

me fool was just keep asking for more
i'm so sorry
for keep you treading down

less is always more
and now i only realize
my apology to you
my dear darling ;'\

人往往只会盲目地去追求完美,
却忘了只有知足才能真正得到完美.

倔强地温柔。

2010-02-22T18:04:00.017+08:00

-
莫名其妙的开始常对你说 “随便” 这两个字.

“erm, 随便吧。”

但其实每讲一次
心就淌血一次.

我也不明白为什么我就是要讲.
;(

可能是想博取你的注意力
仰或是为了得到你较激动的反应吧.

泪飘落的越长,
伤就裂得越深.

但你会不会知道,
越怪你.我就越想疼你.
x'\

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2010-02-18T19:11:00.004+08:00

my blog is so dull :(
obviously i have none of inspiration.

i dislike when i see word/vocabulary that's familiar but i couldn't get what it means or will only recognize it back after i checked through the dictionary.
i couldn't absorb like others especially Hsing, Elaine, etc etc.
they could use like, plenty of vocabularies to blog or make sentences, and never forgot their meanings or the way to use them.
i felt envious through bloggers that could update their blog everyday.
what makes them to be sho inspired? cemburu-nya.

next imma gonna say, what if i'm a person that lives in one of the fantasy games ;p
could i summon monsters? could i teleport? could i carry out skills? would i have worn their attires? would i make friends with huge monsters? would i ever be revived?
i thought of everything that seems like impossible to be occurred. lol. naive craps.

went back to hometown during 年三十晚-大年初三.
i'm so happy to take care of my lil cousins, they are too cute!
they will secretly kiss you and then deny about it x]
i love my mom who trusted that i would behave myself while i'm out of the house (;

unlike my grandfather.

anyhow, youngsters would have to respect the elders, this is what we called "justice wth" :)
addicted to phone games nowadays. hehe.

That's why I never chose you to be the one.

2010-02-17T18:46:00.006+08:00

Ten things I do not like about you:-

your hair
your height
your unnecessary thoughts
lack of topics to be chatted
your body language
your lousy temper
your evil look
very unreliable
THE WAY YOU TALK THAT MAKES ME TREMBLE AND FEELS THAT YOU ARE REALLY UGLY AND GROSS
your style which shows that you're some kind of lala

Peace and better be real good friend with the mirror :)

I have a picture of you on my mind.

2010-02-07T19:24:00.009+08:00

对不起刚牺牲了blogging的时间跑去gaming了 :P 首先我想说我真的很想念慧娴跟黄玮.很想坐下来谈天或什么事都不做.就只是呆在她们身边.但明天开始我的命运将被小考们主宰 :(
whole week exam e.你懂我的lar.回到家一定上网然后睡觉的.临晨才爬起来苦读.但读不到四分之一就会很自动的开电脑了.败家火了.幸好没有Astro了.不然更死,不用睡了.

最近吃很多很油腻+煎炸食物.刚才中午吃了椰浆饭.有dagang+ayam goreng.虽然很好吃但我真的很讨厌当它们跑进我的牙缝.很辛苦又很够力恶心.挑逗你牙龈的那种感觉,你们明白吗?
也不知道从何时开始我的牙齿之间多了那么多牙缝 D: 想想下我有超过5年没有去会dentist了.也不会了解当佩雯跟我形容她的dentist有多帅多高笑容有多灿烂的感觉.
对了.我突然想绑牙变美e.管它会不会影响到我的歌唱lar.从来没有听说牙齿会影响丹田or喉咙.
我要绑牙.不过这应该会是很以后很以后的事吧 /_\

进了瑜伽学会.我很没有安全感.也完全feel不到像合唱团那样的家庭感.有点惨.幸好有sian在,不然我一定挨不下去.无论如何我只是想学学瑜伽减减肥锻炼下身子才参加这个学会的.
不管la.我还有我的合唱团 :D 他们全部都越来越可爱了 :) 只是执委他们很fierce.唉.何必整天罚人&指示人呢.从他们的脸上我只看到;<.唉.
无论如何6月集训营我当纪律股.我一定会尽全力让团员们明白纪律股其实也可以很和蔼可亲的 :) 但很多人听说我当纪律股都很吓到.他们说完全看不出我很凶.
很矛盾因为我班的人都投诉说我很凶 -_-

我在想如果妈妈没有把我送进独中我一定变成现在我所讨厌的lala了.看到有几个小学同学因为进了国中然后变成另外一人似的.真的很够力恐怖.
原本他们都很单纯的.但现在个个都变到很极端.拍的照片也很恐怖.
谢天谢地我有得在独中长大.还有一班人品及思想都很正极的朋友们.更拥有一个大家都很不像gangsters的gang :D
真是谢天谢地(想象我用广东来念这句话)

最近很哈华文.然后我觉得twitter真的很好用.还有我觉得FB很乱很像在打仗.有点顶不顺了.
erm.想不到该写什么了.打网志前我想到很多很多的.但是aiya.我很健忘的lar.下次继续 :)

2010-02-04T19:44:00.001+08:00

iwonderwhatshappeningbtweenus.andireallyhatethese.GTH.

Broken Eng post. Heh.

2010-02-01T16:38:00.012+08:00

Went for photo haunting ;) Pictures with Sun shimmering is a total love!
Sun always make ~~good~~ brilliant effect on photos :)

Ate a lot of fried food these days. Fa re qi liaw. But I still feel like eating them very de much e zen me ban!! Shyt liaw very shyt liao this time :(

Brother upgraded the CPU again. Everything turned to be flowing faster than last time. Not bad not bad loh hehehe but, he has forgotten to reinstall the Chinese Writing Program e. Cannot type Chinese word :( I want to type in Chinese weih..

Just realized that AngMos actually likes Chinese culture too & I felt so proud for being a Chinese girl ;D Cheong Sam, long cuts on the tight dress, sexay, you know? Heh ;p

Time past in two blinks of an eye. (I wanna be different heh ;p)
It's February liaw oh my god fast dao. A number of small tests will be coming up day by day starting from tmrw. Aiyo queue dao so samfu zomok, how I wish exams do not own the virtue of patience aha then done the first paper already ran hou jiu bu yong kao le :P (sry for typing in han yu ping yin ):)

Snivel like a shytty kid ryte now. But this time, hard to blame on the weather liao e so shyt. Heh so just put the blame on my stupid appetite. How dare you made me swallowed sho many junky rubbish waiyeh foods ;'( Alamak I started to feel hungry liaw tim.

Okok I know you all beh tahan liaw so, last sentence liaw ok.
Can't wait for my story books to reach into my hands! I hope they will be some awesome one :)

ps: I do not like close friends treating me like a normal friend or even worse, a stranger.

Dk whether I can still count you as my dear.

2010-01-31T20:44:00.003+08:00

This is encrypted: ***

Liquids rolling in ma eyes. ‹3

2010-01-31T20:11:00.011+08:00

First of all,
I'd like to wish my Baby Mok a very happy belated birthday :)

FYI, we're having relationship with a very good condition now :)
I was amazed of my hard works for his birthday cuzz I thought I wouldn't had dedicated anything for his birthday. Love made miracles (;
and I am very glad that he's happy with my surprises and yeah, despite all the throughout quarrels, I still love him very much :")
My hands are shivering while typing all these.. hadn't been blogged about him for so long....

Aenewae, I am sho happy to declare that we're very fine now ;')

ps. happy birthday to wanying ^^

Coffee Break.

2010-01-24T21:02:00.006+08:00

Sorry for keeping my blog dead. But sorry again, not now. :(
Tetapi, don't give up on me eh. Saya sumpah saya akan blog on the next weekend ok. ;)
Heh. Back to white. Miss you guys <3>

PS, the mouse in my house gave birth to some cute tiny mice!
*my mom's screaming everywhere -_-*

alphabets, animals and letters.

2010-01-17T19:53:00.007+08:00

我还是比较喜欢称自己为 bearr :)

2010-01-16T18:58:00.003+08:00

我想是因为....

The black and whites.

2010-01-10T18:40:00.009+08:00

Marking my daily inks on Diana and Twitter instead of Blog nowadays.
(yes I named my diary book Diana cuzz Diary spells similar with Diana :P)
Then my blog exclaimed: "You this pilih-kasih mia owner, neglected me for sho many days!"
And it burst into tears after that. LOL

My dad is currently not with us and it will last for a friggin' 3years. D:
I do miss him a little, thou every time I denied when my mom have me with this question.
He is earning money overseas, to have his children getting good meals and school fees.
Berat-hatinya. :'(
I promise I would definitely take good care of my beloved parents after they've grown old.
Past would be the past, they treat me like a little princess these days.
I love my parents. :')

Oh and I think I have to start getting along with my new classmates le. :)
Especially with those whom I haven't kenal.
I hope there would really be no grouping in our class like how Mr.William has predicted.
xiao de xiao,ren de ren,ai de ai,xin de xin.sigh.

Anyway, Baowei made Qidong a super delightful cake on the 9th of January! :D
It was the first celebration in our class. :)
But the joining were only us,the 09'5aXiao-ers,even our cake creator didn't celebrate with us together.

Next would be Jady's & I hope it'd have all of my classmates to join.
But, I am kinda like dreaming a fantasy huh.

After all, we are just having our Januaries.

On the other hand, our teachers are only considered as okay.
I want great teachers to make me awaken during lessons!
The good ones are only teaching Geo and BC, I think.

What a grief post. -_-

Lastly, I present you my genius playful dog. :P
It may cheer you up a little after reading this post. :)
(only if you rly do care about your class.)

You don't have any clue what it's like to be next to you.

2010-01-06T18:11:00.006+08:00

Ello everyone, :)
I apologize for my disappearances.
I'll update more when there's weekend :)
Layout's currently in cool black except for the BG ;p

Well first of all, I really have to say that school life is really really tiring.
Particularly for me cuzz I still sleep on one am every..midnight :(
Seriously idk what's holding sho much of ma time after I got back home.
dinner,teevee,chores,....only mar.
(okay lar I admit that teevee really had eaten up my bed time lorr.)

& what I mostly enjoyed after I got back home was,
JENGJENGJENG: Diary Writing :D

I could express and memorize down every single little thing that happened and some sealed feelings there.
My only little conner :)
Permission is real denied except for the BFFs :D

Another thing is, I hope I could have more and more conversations with every classmate! :)
I felt some of them are really...sweet but I dared not to lansok,HA.
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People shy mar lol.

Oh and I have to at least leave ten bucks in my purse every week from now on.
I want to be thrifty! My family is quite poor now.
I feel rrrreally satisfy to have my new bag (iloveitiloveit!) and so I will not be purchasing any thing except for my lovely foods and appealing drinks.
and, MUST ONLY DEAL WITH THE CHEAP ONES.

Oh and, I started to feel that there's someone meddling my tranquility in the class.
==v

Never mind, I will just sit back and stand for it.
Then, not to bother and forget about it.

I want to have a peaceful class like how I had last year ♥

Toodles, love y'all lots :)

♥

2010-01-04T20:14:00.000+08:00

BTS! (:

My cooking.

2010-01-02T18:50:00.004+08:00

No laughing!
I know they're ugly at the surface, but tasted delicious one oh.
haha.

and yeah we eat a lot of veges one. :P

My lil fella.

2010-01-01T19:56:00.002+08:00

姓名 : 阿北
年龄 : 六十三岁 (9years x 7)
性别 : 雌
重量 : 四公斤
怕 : 打雷闪电炮竹烟花
讨厌 : 苍蝇，比它sok的狗 :P
喜欢玩 : 纸巾纸袋报纸 what also 纸
喜欢吃 : 水果叉烧包蛋糕肥肉pizza

喜欢喝牛奶多过喝水，喜欢抓老鼠多过抓猫。==
不过，我还是很爱它。:)

Couple Retreat. 2212.

2010-01-01T17:36:00.011+08:00

Went MidValley and TheGardens with Nic, Sian and Leon.
Special credits to you guys who made my wish came true. :)
Feelings had been hidden deep down in my heart so just let the pictures to summon the sweetening tale....

On the way to Leon's house aka the so-called 5stars hotel. :>

After meeting up & playing around in Leon's room and bathroom & pretending watching newspapers *grin*, his demure mother drove us to Mv. mmm.
As I was craving to have some delicious creamy pasta, they brought me here, Pasta Zanmai. ;>

Printed Drools.

Environmental Coziness.

Hot and Cold.

Flowery Fancy.

Decently Vintage.

Sharing Salad.

Clam Pasta, Leon's.

Mushroom Pasta, Peyt's. :)

Unagi Pasta, Sian's.
(real yum but vry spicy)

Thanks.. :')

Christmas Favor.

4 Grey Shoes.

K Hours.

Feeling lonely?

Lyrics Biting.

Playin' around with BabyCroc. ;)

K Go Ji Wong(s).

Attention Drawing. ;P

<3>

Til the next time. :)

NA SPM passed dont say no time reply.

2009-12-28T16:18:00.011+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

TAGGED BY YEETOONG

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : Yakult! ;D
2. Last phone call : Nic
3. Last text message : Keith (as I wrong-phoned him accidentally. ==)
4. Last song you listened to : 戴佩妮 - 怎样
5. Last time you cried : had my mom disappointed....

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice : absolutely yes.
7. Been cheated : some tiny cheating.haha.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : cannot regretted by doing this kind of task d leh.in my principles.must think twice ma.mm.
9. Lost someone special : yes but they're all coming back... :')
10. Been depressed : every month while I'm having auntie week.lol.
11. Been drunk and threw up : I don't consume alcohol.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Crimson
13. Turquoise
14. Khaki

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend : more than one. ;)
16. Fallen out of love : never. (so blissful to have this answer (:)
17. Laughed until you cried : sure! I have numerous funny friends.
18. Met someone who changed you : I guess so.
19. Found out who your true friends were : yes. ^^
20. Found out someone was talking about you : sure.this is high school. ;)
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : flying kiss kira tak?
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : as if the amount of the stars on the sky.
23. How many kids do you want? : dk ler... 2 maybe?
24. Do you have any pets : yep, 2 doggies. ;)
25. Do you want to change your name : nope.
26. What did you do for your last birthday : having triple one nine papers. -_-
27. What time did you wake up today : 09:30! ;D
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : diary writing. ;D & arguing with Nic. ==
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : Nic's mom's b'day party! (so nervous man!)
30. Last time you saw your Mother : when I was getting upstairs for clothes washing, she was lying on the sofa, so lazily and cozily and peacefully and tranquilly haha.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : perhaps for the incoming years to a better life? :)
32. What are you listening to right now : some tiny birds' peeping. :)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : erm, nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : brother's coming back to snatch my pc. D;
35. Most visited web page : hotmail,blogspot,twitter,facebook,google,youtube....
36. Whats your real name : Jacqurline Ting Yue Ling
37. Nicknames : Bear, Peyton
39. Zodiac sign : Scorpio
40. Male or female : female.
41. Elementary? : The Star Children House. ;D
42. Middle School? : SJK (C) Mun Yee. ;D ;D
43. High school/college? : Chong Hwa Independent High School (yes I could memorize all my schools! :D)
44. Hair colour : black and brown.
45. Long or short : short.but if you consider upon my school,it's a very-long one. ;D
46. Height : 174cm.gua.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? : yes.
48: What do you like about yourself? : when there's difficulties,I try hard to solve and learn from the lesson;when there's dissatisfaction,I try my best to think there's lots more people that is more unfortunate than me,and Imma real lucky one. :)
49. Piercings : zero.
50. Tattoos : zero.
51. Righty or lefty : righty.

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: head.being hammered by my lil bro when I was 4. -_-
53. First piercing: -
54. First best friend : 雷志文 :)
55. First sport you joined : track and field. ;D
56. First vacation : Sarawak.
58. First pair of trainers: ?

RIGHT NOW :

59. thinking something more simpler than 1+1 = : err..
60. Drinking : H2O.
61. I'm about to : answer all the Qs then do chores then bathe.
62. Listening to : those kakaks outside my house's playground gossiping. -_-
63. Waiting to : finish all the Qs lar aiyoyo.

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : erm, yea. :)
65. Get married? : a hundred-percent YES! "I-Do.." is sho romantic you know!
66. Career : coffee-artist! :)

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes : eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses : kisses. ;p
69. Shorter or taller : for me,sure is shorter la. TT
70. Older or younger : definitely younger!
71. Romantic or spontaneous : romantic. :*)
72. Nice stomach or nice arms : ARMS! stomach can be covered ler...
73. Sensitive or loud : sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship : hook-up. :p
75. Trouble maker or hesitant : trouble maker lar! xp

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger : no and never.
77. Drank hard liquor : nope.
78. Lost glasses/contacts : no. ;D
79. Sex on first date : NO.
80. Broken someone's heart : .....yea
82. Been arrested : yes. ;(
83. Turned someone down : yes....
84. Cried when someone died : yes. (i miss my grandpa...)
85. Fallen for a friend? : opps. yep. :S

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself : of course. ♥
87. Miracles : yes. :)
88. Love at first sight : not really... 不看好lo..
89. Heaven : yes. :)
90. Santa Claus : not riding flying-deers d Santa lu.
91. Kiss on the first date : no.
92. Angels : yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/ boyfriend at a time : err. yes. :S
95. Did you sing today? : I sing everyday! HEH.
96. Ever cheated on somebody's relationship? : yes but only for those suckers.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would go : I dont want to replay SPM month. TT
98. If you could pick a day from last year,what would it be? : dk ler.I think I won't pick.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? : nope,it's sweetening.why terrify?
100. Posting this as 100 truths? : yep.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

I tag :

XQ Hsing Puff Wenyea Fiona Stephy Sandrea Alyn Jiunn Ashley B1banana SczeXing ElaineLau Shalane Emily :)

Christmas represents santa, yet santa is all about presents!

2009-12-27T17:18:00.015+08:00

25th of December.

It's snowing again!
Went pav with nic to make some xmas memories. ;)
Planned to share some snows with ying who's currently working @ pav but sadly, didn't get to gaze at her smile for a long long while cuzz she wasn't working on xmas. :\
Miss her!!

Anyway, I was dead tired on that outing as I was hoping to capture santa's footprints in the midnight.
Somehow, I had a blank on my camera album for santa, which was really ;( but I managed to spend my xmas with my loved one on the other day. (;

Pav was god-damn crowded that day, like turning into a packing factory.
Shopping with those sardins wasn't enjoyable at all...

and so, we had Western Cuisine. ;)

Vege Pizza and,

my Crispy Chicken Chop. ;)

both're in White christmas mode. ;)

told cha, it's really snowing. HEH.

love this paper bag sho sho much!

Tell me baby, Do you recognize me?

2009-12-24T16:11:00.005+08:00

you'll get one soon.;)

new son *wink*

just to share the JOY between me & my lovely doggies <3>

Merry Christmas eve. ^^

Santa's approaching the town.

2009-12-23T18:46:00.007+08:00

Today's a good day.

had the movie, Avatar with nic and leon just now.
super great animation and seriously, I fell in love with the alien-animals and forests!

lovelovelove the fluorescence, so god-damn romantic!

btw, bought my cuppacakes some X'mas gift. :D
& unexpectedly found a super-suit-my-style-notebook @ Living Cabin.
or should I say it was the fate between me and the notebook?
cuzz there were just one more left on the rack. (;

Imma writing my greetings to my girls on the cards now,
&& sending a goodbye kiss to y'all. x)

I miss Starbucks' beverages.... x(

You can find another girl across the bar.

2009-12-21T18:20:00.004+08:00

after the torturing 文言文, went J for SK with YJ. (:
seriously, I miss sushi every day. HA.

told cha, I luvv Tuna (;

and I can't resist eggs too!

*luvluv*

aww, it looks like I would not say No to bean curds either <3>

Finally, a no-comment ;P

hmm, thinking to buy a notebook for diary doting.
and Christmas pressies for my cuppacakes!
If I could wish for more, I really really wanted an SE cell. ):

It wasn't just a Trip.

2009-12-20T20:05:00.021+08:00

I can still recall all the memories we've brewed out together legibly like,

Those time when we're crawling,sliding,singing,taking care of each other inside GuaTempurung

Those time when we're discussing how gross had Esther behaved in the movie,Orphan

Those time when we're roasting hawt dogs,fish balls,chicken wings,garlic breads and corns at Flamingo Hotel's beach

Those time when we're building and fixing a man and woman's naked bodies *chuckles*

Those time when we've "lat ta li lat ta,lit tam pom" before our bathing session *sweet inside story (:*

Those time when we're lepak-ing at the corridors and laughing like there's no any other guests in the hotel

Those time when we're squeezing our eyes tightly and hoping ourselves wouldn't have been killed by the terrible mafia

Those time when we've realized who's the most tricky in the game when we're sitting side by side in a circle

Those time when we're yelling our tiredness after having just two hours of sleep

Those time when we're enjoying the huge wind of sea and screamed after discovered there're jelly-fishes *lol*

Those time when we're shaking our foots while flying-foxing and climbing the rocks

Those time when we're gasping for air while hiding and preparing to shoot our enemies on the paintball field

Those time when we're posing as if we're the real characters in the ToyMeseum

Those time when we're looking for some local dishes with slightly-dropping-rain Just for our mates

Those time when we're trying very berry hard to borrow shampoos for showering

Those time when we're digging hole and treasuring the beauty of fireworks' burning at the seaside

Those time when we're having breakfast with weeny-wind before our faces

Those time when we're gossiping and laughing for the truck's foolishness in the bus *inside story too*

Those time when we're queuing and planing way to slide at the cool pool

Those time when we're squalling caused of extra-high-celsius in the hot springs

Those time when we're having nonstop-camwhore in the bus and waved our mates goodbye one by one....

There're really special to me and I really really wanted to thank SczeXing, Margaret, Stephy, SetTeng, Shalane and of course not leaving out my super pro camera wife, WenYea ❤

Thanks for the Sweetest-Ever-Companion! :>

the mafia game, gengest host-Qidong.

under Pulau Jerejak's tree house, everyone looked sweet!

沿海公路的出口. x)

*I think Ash might not fancy the floral wallpaper. :p*

cheapest mamak dong ever. (:

*post ended with plenty of love*

Your name.

2009-12-13T17:56:00.004+08:00

This is encrypted: ***

lil girl walks with a lil paper bag.

2009-12-13T16:58:00.001+08:00

this lil girl is sho prettttty!
❤

look at the way she dressed.
look at her hair!
sho decent and adorable!

couldn't resist her cuteness! x]

Her name is Suri Cruise (:

L-o-v-e's just another word I'll never learn to pronounce.

2009-12-13T04:37:00.008+08:00

明知道那只是场游戏, 就不要下太大地赌注.

夜深了我怎么办, 寂寞了谁在身旁?

2009-12-12T19:26:00.008+08:00

there were people entertained me thru msn, I giggled.
yet after a while, I forgot what made me laughed.

my smiley were only on the face, not in the heart.
I hid myself up, I locked my mind for not thinking so much.
I felt desperate, I cried, yet idk what's going on.
and things just getting worse and worse.

what's wrong with me...?

friends found me and asked,
I avoided answering them as me myself, irdk what's going on....
when I stood up, I wished to sit.
while I was sitting, I hoped to stand.
even my body language has being perplexed.

emoness's invading.
how am I gonna evade from these?
I feel really sorry to the one who loved me.
I'm so so sorry.
can you hear my apology?
will you accept my apology?

Boy, there ain't no doubt.

2009-12-10T19:02:00.007+08:00

And I don't give a damn what they say or what they think think.

2009-12-09T20:09:00.005+08:00

6:30am * spm period

"爸,刚才很像有变色龙来! 小小(我家第二只狗)一直叫! 叫很大声"
"没有lah..哪里会有变色龙"
"真的! 那只变色龙还一直发出ET的叫声"
"没有lah, 应该是猫来的la"
"一定不是猫! 我看应该是orang utan"
"我看你是读书读到傻了"

*giggles*

<3 means el-ou-vy-ee.

2009-12-03T14:58:00.003+08:00

Alryte. two more and i'm gonna free from mps!
probably gonna miss those nerdy days too...

喜欢一起拼命,一起加油,一起熬夜读书的时候.
当字幕落下的那一瞬间,那成就感是非凡的.
=)

2009-11-30T14:57:00.002+08:00

有一天,我去泡sauna..
结果我闻到很香的kenny roger's rosters味!

Nonsense.

2009-11-26T15:20:00.002+08:00

HI. 我是葡萄牙人 :D

apparently I'm hiding myself from the grief.

只是说一句.

2009-11-22T13:33:00.003+08:00

最近的天气都显得特别的低温
热腾腾地披萨和朋友们的谈天说地,
原来比冷衣更起作用. x)

就是喜欢这样的感觉,
朋友胜过一切的感觉.
分开并不代表你不再烙印,
我要我们都学会去面对.

这两天都好松懈
不该玩了,要读书了. :)

White Horse.

2009-11-10T13:47:00.005+08:00

满身伤痕累累也来不及痛
那是指引我走向你的清楚感受
不管危不危险都要放下一切跟你走
只要一起承担,只要你不放手
:)

才发现身边有许多危险人物.

♥ is like a rubber band.

2009-11-01T15:29:00.010+08:00

When you're pulling it so hard, it goes far apart.
But if you remain it as its original state, it draws near you instead. :)
纵使是这样.但我仍然会一直拉着你.因为我喜欢你.

Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of seperation.

2009-10-28T17:20:00.015+08:00

yep. finally til the end.
I have to make myself more independent and not so grumpy anymore.
no hard feelings plus still good friend, okay? :)

*

if without him,
I have to be real mature in both thinking and figure.
big exam's approaching yet it would come to an end very very soon.
high school's life either.
I'm already thinking my college life. -=-
not so easy to be alive in a college or uni.
needa choose the right college and have my car license, as soon as possible.

dot dot, why am I getting so serious here..
mm mostly cusof my foolishness for the past few months. -=-
12hours left to deliberate and deal with it.
seriously from now on I have to cut out every amusement liao.
20days left, please be in real earnest J.

consequently, a mature lady wanna-be. ;)

Beauties encountering. -=-

2009-10-28T16:27:00.008+08:00

guess what, I saw Jane and Daphne ytd @ Starbucks o my gawd!

firstly, as I was so concentrate on my maths exercises, I didn't noticed this two pretty ladies until Daphne walked by, and then I started to think:"eh, why this girl so familiar one?"
and as I wasn't brave enough to peek at her until she walked back to her seat before Jane, I wore my specs and glimpse at them and OMG, it's really the two of them!

D's hair was so long and black as though she could be the top model of Sunsilk!
moreover J's limbs're really long and snowy white my god like a tall snow white princess walking out from my childhood storybook!

MAN.
being a common blogger like me, seeing the stars among bloggers in person was really surprising.
I wonder how will they feel if they'd saw me, or this post about bumping into famous bloggers like them.
probably just a view then, forget.

hmmm, questions in comparing high and common society.
okay no sensitive sentences, I quit.

but I really felt so exited when they passed by me!
ah, pretty ladies. :)

Gulp shit.

2009-10-27T09:39:00.004+08:00

1st thing, Imma so devoted to graphicsss
days and nights I haunted for them
muaha I'm the hidden devil in the pumpkin. ;D

2nd thing, aya, I dont want to get sick!

3rd thing, ignore the previous post
and I'll try to forget
then next, delete. :)

nothing, just nothing. ♥

You're the cream in my coffee.

2009-10-25T16:32:00.002+08:00

I've always set my sight on these cuties..

that middle one of the 2nd row!
hehe, that cover's so chio. x)

why so cute. T_T

is there anything to do with the versions?
aiya who cares la as long as I GET A PET MACHINE LA

And so the dove flew away.

2009-10-18T20:21:00.013+08:00

17 october 09

开胃菜, snapped@Starbucks :)

went pavilion with my boy :D
hadn't been seeing him for the whole holiday
rindulah. <3>

Japanese cuisine again x)
this time, Ichiban Boshi.

1st time so many pics of his x)
younger after having haircut.

Ice Green Tea
refreshing yo ;D

Tuna Mayo
my favourite x)

Katsu Salad
the chicken.. ma ma dei la...

Tempura
ini sedap! xD

Udon mee
ini pun sedap ^^

ok, last.

happy 5th moniversary, baby.
I'll appreciate every single moment with you,
and share my every single happiness with you,
I love you dear, yes I always do. :)

hitting the sack soon.
nightie nights! :D

tranquility's tickling my mind.

2009-10-18T18:09:00.013+08:00

ok i swear this would be the last time for me to change the layout
my mind's so complicated now..
& i need to set it free,
ai need my blog's skin to make me feel free x)

suddenly got flu, feel so sick
anyway, i'm so gratified that i've done so much chores nowadays
such a good girl :)
&& from tmr on, i must be very concentrate in revision liao
no more time to flee like a ghost x)

thinking and thinking, what will be my target after spm?
i would be feeling weirdly if there's no more exams
空虚.. xD
i must learn coffee art
as i'm so interested on it although i've never get into it
i like the drawing drawing thingy
makes me feel so special and contenting x)

i wished to have gatherings
sure it'll be fun as i'm so talkative nowadays
yet as for sure, i need silence sometimes
accompanied by storybooks or art albums would be the best
oh and beverages!

i like drinking beverages
lemon tea, green tea, coffee, milo, vanilla milk and many many moreee
must add ices although it's not reli good for my health...
but a lil would be ok and fresh :D
ices make me feel breezy...
like the windy weather which used to make ppl feel calm and quiet
&&& lead ease to our mind :)

然而在这繁华的城市,
慵懒的情绪能维持多久?
人与人之间良好的关系,
永远是世界上最美好的东西.
:)

chua yiyi. <3

2009-10-16T16:15:00.006+08:00

好久没有一起聊天了
但偶尔遇见你
还是会有那份神秘地亲切感
:D

有怕自己会忘记你的生日
所以从oct开始就会天天都去想今天是不是16号

去年今天的晚上
你用你的free call跟我聊天
可是途中我却睡着了
very de paiseh eh...

也不知道该多写些什么
只是曾经一起玩、闹、做卡、谈心、传字条的回忆
都仿佛像是昨天
:)

生日快乐，我爱你爱到不怕死. <3

This is cute. (;

2009-10-14T18:03:00.003+08:00

a doll barista.

Boring afternoon.

2009-10-13T18:56:00.008+08:00

none of them updated their blog;
nor someone to chat with.
so boring!! ;(

gazed back my previous posts.
and oh wow, my English sucks.
real suck.
grammar, vocabularies..

thought to edit those posts but after twice thinking,
well just let it be. :)
no bad how got improvement jiek hor.

& tmr will be the steamboat day!
feeling quite expect for it.

&& a secret to share with y'all.
I haven't touch any of my revision yet.
...

I'll begin, yes I really will.
but not now, not before the steamboat day..
cause I definitely would end up thinking stuffs like,
hmm what will I be eating at sczexing's house leh..?
oh god please forgive me. x)

Tv time, ta.

The feeling of happiness dwells in the soul.

2009-10-12T18:00:00.015+08:00

09 october 09

neway@ts.
for birthday celebrating of yenyew's.
payments're exceptional for the ladies. ;)

hadn't been into any karaoke box for half years.
skills'd dropped. ;(
yet still had fun with the guys. ;D

rolled around at ding ding cheong.
I screamed after yji had his goal. -.-
whole crowd stared at me with is-this-girl-sial? eyesight.
embarrassed. - -

oh yea and, finally got my cap.
love it love it. ^^v

not skillful enough to pose with cap thou.

overweight anizo key-string for this guy.
I demanded him to stick the gift on his phone at least for one week.
...
he refused. - -
but then he himself came and promise me that he'll fulfill my demand for one month.
muaha.

anyway, happy birthday.

had fun-talking in the monorail, feeling's back.
and luckily you didn't felt neglected like last time. :)

home alone.

2009-10-12T16:27:00.005+08:00

having maggi....
putted two eggs into it.
sweating and.. delicious! x)

Years teach us more than books.

2009-10-11T17:42:00.006+08:00

since year two thousand and seven. <3>

can a person actually float away from happiness?

sometimes we grin, yet sometimes we frown.
ups and downs make our life feels dramatic.

once I fall, I need a hand to grab me up.
once I moan, I demand comfort from others.
a grin never always took over my face.
in life and so does in love.

quite yearning for freedom from love now.

ps. the above photo has nothing to do with these paragraphs. :)

I'll love you if you love me. :)

2009-10-10T15:33:00.015+08:00

07 october 09

we the playful hoods released our pressure after the writing,writing and full of writing final exams at a korean restaurant.
it was a normal restaurant yet we have had fun and happy day together though. :)
the superb customer services, delicious korean foods, peaceful place, friendly bosses...
I just can't help being delighted (;
thanks to Alyn for the recommending and Ashley as our-responsible-driver-of-the-day. :)

my new secret-lover's standing beside me! *shhh* x)

as I'm the one who ate most of them, the girls're urging me to refill them up.
but I just feel so hard to memorize what Alyn'd taught me about the filling-up vocables by speaking korean. x(
I just managed to memorize "yo-gi-yo", sorry Alyn...

just in time when I'm ready to speak up with hands holding the plates,
the boss' brother approached and asked me whether would I like him to refill the foods..
so embarrassed...
and there begins the inside-jokes between me and him. o_o

okay, fooodilicious-time-

this is what the boss'd treated us, for twice!
he's just way too nice to us. :)

is to inhale smokes. x)

she's Alyn! :D

the notes we left for the bosses. ^^v

LOL-ed. xD

Predicting future is also what we'd done together, 121.
xoxo. :)

Proud to be yours.

2009-10-08T17:11:00.013+08:00

25 september 09

wong kok@brem mall

luv this, so bright :D

typical spaghetti.

baby parents. x)

01 october 09

sushi king@kepong jusco

bowl of soup. :)

日式便当. <3>

乌东面.

炸蛋! <33>

you've got a smile that could light up this whole town. :)

I would claim a dozen for it! :D

2009-10-07T17:02:00.002+08:00

darlings...... x)

the gentleman :D

you and me. :)

belated greetings.

2009-10-02T16:56:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to the 情妇. ;)

you have your cow now, leave nicol for me. :P

Just how much I want eu to know.

2009-10-01T11:50:00.001+08:00

no it doesn't matter, not in the least
you were to be my very VIP.
but I wouldn't care about now
and I will just remember the past-tense-eu

fingers-crossed
:)

Once a year, my love.

2009-09-30T20:24:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Jadi girl :)
kita kawan buat selama-lamanya ya ♥

The best damn thing of me is you. <3

2009-09-28T19:26:00.010+08:00

will be sharing mood about our doted dreams that placed into Our box today,
five years later!

one two one ♥
luvv you guys so so much :) :)

on the other hand, xQ made us cream sauced spaghetti today!
I swear to Lord that it was the yummiest spaghetti I've ever have before,
I SWEAR.
thank you my lovely wife, luv you like no other. x)

note to Baby nicol*
my hands disappeared into yours each time when you get to hold 'em so tight,
as yours're being so large as though a bear's.
I'm feeling so blissful..
with you, and with all my girlfriends.

#muacks#

Road we've been thru.

2009-09-27T14:57:00.015+08:00

been a little occupied this week
not about schooling stuff so yeah,a lil :p

Wednesday
Secret@M with the Bf plus Shalane and Michelle :D

the yummy lamb lamb thingy x)

them the funny-sweetie-pies ;)

Thursday
went Paparich for sian's b'day celebrating
I just love love love to ride ashley's car :D
gifted sian two hard-hard pandas and a reddish hand made card
*hope you really luv it,darling!*

Friday
Brem Mall-ed with the Bf
spent time together as usual
pictures' awaiting...
;)

Saturday
accompanied sian to Ts&sgw for bargains searching :)
saw a lovely B.Ape cap@Ts
will definitely back there for him next time!

met them,the lovely pies at sgw

what a coincidence! (;
and there's only we four with uniforms,the special outfits on the Saturdays ;p
they left earlier as they needed to attend tuition
sweet farewell :)

well, back to the sgw place
bargain remains bargain la but this place is really thrilling
the bear's lost some memories for the road plus the sand didn't used to hang much in this maze-alike mall so,

Lost.

didn't have the mood to count people who showed the way out but memorizing the directions with our finger grasping ♥
felt a lil disappointment frm her,or did i reli thought too much?
then home and a sweet dream :)
hope I did made you happy, muacks.

Hear the meaning within the words. :)

2009-09-24T23:17:00.003+08:00

The secret key to a perfect day.

2009-09-23T19:27:00.005+08:00

刚才傍晚源己来我家骑脚车啊! x)
很开心
很棒.淡的感觉消失了:]

晴啊.伤心lo我. :[

Would you ever let me down?

2009-09-22T14:44:00.006+08:00

bought smthing for xq,bugs and sand :)
done xq,ash and sand's card :D
back to school tmr.
don't know when I'll be updating again.
so, ta.

yesterday's a dream.
don't fade the feelings.
don't send me away.
tmr will be another big bright day.

Camera girl.

2009-09-22T12:59:00.027+08:00

disarranged past pictures. :)

meal@tylym

honeybee's stupidity

mua boy :)

so greasy..o_o

i'm ugly but i'm yummy

i'm beautiful but i'm awful

spot my hand, 有曲线的哦 xD

gao meng ar..

心被人打扫, 是幸福的.

=)

startled? ;p

ada rambut

tak ada rambut

fong hoi ngo a

:*)

sot sei #__#

sit before the piano

handsome ^^v

yongsui ==

early morning in the canteen

recess time

examinations period

babe bear :)

before the critical moment@pv
#i'm actually not smiling#

BEAN CURDS ♥w♥

what name liao ar..

Udon meeeee

expensive lor! T__T

her fav. :*)

^^v

why're you so moody...

karhong :]

kite day :D

precious yings♥

works copied frm wenyea's

scze xing :)

loved one♥

sweeeeet

childhood

his, cute! (;

grown up dy, no more cute. :P

@haus

to: Xiao Wanyingg. x)

2009-09-22T11:27:00.003+08:00

♥被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
♥请老实的回答每一个问题。
♥不行擅自涂改题目。
♥写完请点8位小朋友，不可不点。
♥点完后请通知那8位小朋友他被点到了。
♥那8位小朋友填完问卷，必须把问卷寄回-给你填问卷的人

--------------[壹] .个人题- １０题--------------

[ 01 ]你叫什么: yueling
[ 02 ]你的绰号: bear
[ 03 ]你的血型: AB
[ 04 ]你的星座: scorpion
[ 05 ]你是男还是女: girl
[ 06 ]你几岁: seventeen
[ 07 ]你住哪里: selayang
[ 08 ] 你現在的學校: CHKL
[ 09 ]你有没有手机: yep
[ 10 ]承上，那是多少: ?

--------------[贰] .朋友题- １０题--------------

[ 11 ]你最要好的朋友(限１个): :p
[ 12 ]你最讨厌的人(限１个): :p
[ 13 ]你最正的女性朋友(限１个): Ashley Yap
[ 14 ]你最帅的男性朋友(限１个): Yuanji Mok
[ 15 ]什么样的女生你最讨厌: double face
[ 16 ]什么样的男生你最讨厌: ttly
[ 17 ]你的好朋友有谁(不限) : :p
[ 18 ]你经常和哪位朋友出去: :p
[ 19 ]你身边最憨的朋友(限１个，不能自己): ?
[ 20 ]你身边最可爱的朋友(限１个): Anb Tan

--------------[参] .感情题- １５题--------------

[ 21 ]你有没有喜欢的人: yep
[ 22 ]如果有，那他/她叫什么: Yuanji Mok
[ 23 ]如果没有，那你希望什么时候有另一半: -
[ 24 ]到目前为止，你跟多少人告白过: -
[ 25 ]到目前为止，你被多少人告白过: -
[ 26 ]到目前为止，你交过多少个男: -
[ 27 ]你现在有另一半吗: yep
[ 28 ]你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你会怎样: 爱她一辈子 :)
[ 29 ]你初恋情人突然跟你告白你会接受吗: nope
[ 30 ]你为什么会喜欢你现在喜欢的人: 忽冷忽热; 若即若离 :)
[ 31 ]你跟你的另一半牵手过吗: yep
[ 32 ]你跟你的另一半抱或亲过吗: yep
[ 33 ]你跟异性牵手过吗: sure
[ 34 ]是谁，你们什么关系: Bf,friends&family
[ 35 ]现在有人在追你吗: Yuanji Mok

--------[肆] .混合题- １０题--------------

[ 36 ]如果有天，好朋友离你而去，你会怎样?: 纠缠; 挽回
[ 37 ]如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你会怎样: search for reasons.
[ 38 ]如果有天，好朋友对你喜新厌旧了，你会怎样: just let her go.
[ 39 ]如果你很受不了你的父母，你会离家出走吗: won't.
[ 40 ]你上课认真吗: depends.
[ 41 ]你上课都在做什么: 上课当然是在上课lar ==
[ 42 ]你功课好不好: ok ok lor.
[ 43]你打开电脑都在干麻: viewing blog; searching nice pics; playing CS ;D
[ 44 ]你的即时通里有多少个同性: ==
[45 ]你的即时通里有多少个异性: ==

--------------[伍] .凶手题- １０题--------------

[ 46 ]传给你这份问卷的人是谁: little wanyingg
[ 47 ]这个人对你好不好: 好是好, but有时会给她欺负 xD
[ 48 ]这个人是你的谁: cute lil friend
[ 49 ]你有喜欢过这个人吗: yepp i likey her muchhy :D :D
[ 50 ]你们认识多久了: hmm. 3years++? :)
[ 51 ]这个人是怎样的人: 有时会很静. 很keng得 :)
[ 52 ]这个人正／帅吗: 正 :)
[ 53 ]这个人有没有喜欢过你: 不懂leh? xD
[ 54 ]这个人跟你有没有在一起过: 走在一起算不算? x)
[ 55 ]万一你喜欢这个人，你会怎么办: aiya人家有男朋友了的lor xD

---------[陆] .联想题- １０题-------------

[ 56 ]说到正妹你会想到谁: Chuckei
[ 57 ]说到帅哥你会想谁: Yuanji Mok
[ 58 ]说到憨你会想到谁: ?
[ 59 ]说到痴你会想到谁: myself xD
[ 60 ]说到暗恋你会想到谁: hmmmm
[ 61 ]说到出去玩你会想到谁: Yuanji Mok, Yikqing Kwong, Weihsing Ooi
[ 62 ]说到聪明鬼你会想到谁: Zhenliang
[ 63 ]说到傻子你会想到谁: 路边的不明疯子. scary-nya
[ 64 ]说到笑点低你会想到谁: ?
[ 65 ]说到爱笑你会想到谁: Michelle

-------------[柒] .学校题- １１题--------------

[ 66 ]你的班导是谁: 伍慧仪teacher.
[ 67 ]你的座位是第几排第几个: 不定.
[ 68 ]你最喜欢的老师是谁: Meagan Lim!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥
[ 69]你英语好吗: ok ok ony.
[ 70 ]你的数学好吗: 不好 :(
[ 71]你喜不喜欢你的校长: ok ok lor.
[ 72 ]你的学校好看吗: 算好看了 :)
[ 73 ] 你的班級是: 5aXiao

被点到名的:
Weihsing Ooi
Yikqing Kwong
Sandrea Lee
Kiaying Yong
Lijun (June)